She Loved them Both

Chapter 10: I loved Bella, but was it enough that I was willing to share her with a leech?
Jacobs pov
I can't believe I'm going to discuss this. I can't fucking believe I'm going to go to a meadow & talk to a leech about impregnating his wife. That's it I'm not going. I had changed my mind a thousand times since that damned phone call. The leech’s words played in my head repeatedly like a goddamned broken record. I could hear the quiet desperation in his voice. "Please Jacob if you'll only listen, I need you, she needs you. We could be a family." What kind of crack was that blood sucker smoking? A family?! What a joke. Aren't families supposed to LOVE each other? If I woke up one day with him in my family I'd off myself. He actually wanted to SHARE Bella like she was a piece of pie or something. The motherfucker won HE had her. They were married & now he wants to share?! What the fuck?! All this played in my hand for the gazillionth time & then I would see Bella’s face. Her perfect body. Her soft lips. I wanted her; I loved her, but was it enough that I was willing to share her with a leech? It was enough for him. He loved her enough to share her with me. That or he was just bat fucking shit crazy. I took a few breaths & considered my thoughts. Yup the leech had gone nuts; Bella had driven him insane just like she did me. God, I loved that girl. I had fooled myself the past few hours into thinking I had a choice. There was no choice. I needed her like I needed a kick in the ass but it didn't matter. I phased and and began my run to the meadow. There was no turning back now.