Not So Wonderland Anymore

In a matter of minutes my mom picked me up and we were on our way back to there place. I handed her the money she gave me.
“you didn’t but anything?” She asked.
I shook my head.
“Keep it you might need it later.” she said to me. We pulled up in the drive way and I saw his car there that meant he was home.
“oh good you father’s home. Ok honey I’ll be home later tonight.” I looked at her. Where the hell was she going she can’t leave me with this bastard.
“Honey I have to go over to Stacy’s we have a big meeting tomorrow.” she said to me.
I couldn’t do anything. I would just race to my room and lock the door. I got out of the care and watched her drive away. I walked in quietly and then ran straight to my room. And Locked the door as I planned. I then hide the Madd under my mattress. And went straight my closet. I don’t know why I was so scared but I was frightened. This man over powering my scared the shit out of me. I wanted to hide in a dark place and just melt away. As I reached my closet I heard my door open. In the frame was him. He had a Southern Comfort bottle in his left hand. It was almost empty. He was walking clumsily towards me. I froze. I kept trying to urge myself to move. I kept telling myself he was drunk I could take him but I didn’t move. He was there in front of me in no time. I began to cry as I remembered all the times I said no or stop and it never worked. He push me against the wall and turned me around to face it. He placed one hand on the back of my head as pushed my further into the wall. I could move right with my stupid arm in a sling. I moved! I tried to elbow him off of me. But no use. He was still to strong for me. I was weak. He pulled my jeans and underwear down together and before I knew it he was entering me bone dry. It hurt like hell and I let out a yelp. But he didn’t seem to hear it. It was like he was in a trance. He began grunt and huff as he speed up. My body was sliding against the wall and I couldn’t move an inch the way he had me. He placed his mouth next to my ear.
“Say you like it.” he whispered. He breath stank. And he started to push and as hard as he could. He would then pull and out and then slam back in. it was so hard that I would actually skip breaths. I cried tears streamed down my face as he released his seamen in me. The moment he was done he pulled out and dragged me by my hair to my bed. Why couldn’t I move. Fight back do something. I blacked out.
The Next thing I knew I was tied to my bed and he was in me again pounding me ramming me. My hands and feet were tied up tightly at each end of my bed post. A dog a collar was around my neck and he had the leash. He would yank it every now and again and I would gag from it. He grabbed onto my shoulders and withdrew his dick and then slammed it back in and at the same time pushing me down on it. He did this over and over. I was sure her would rip me in half. My face was red from not being able to catch my breath and being choked.
“you like., oh yeah you like it.” he said to me.
He then leaned down into my ear again. You know I have a couple buddies that would just love to be inside of you. Oh god just the thought of a three way with you it makes me… uh god.” He said as I slammed me one more time and released himself in me again.
“Now see what you did you little slut. I might have to call them up and invite them over tomorrow. So then how prefect you are.” he said as he slid out of me. I whimpered from pain.
“I’m off tomorrow so we will have all day to get acquainted with my friends. So be ready.” he said as he untied me and left
I laid there on my bed naked. I couldn’t do this I would surly die I had to leave. I had to something… I couldn’t finish my thought. My mind snapped I went blank. Num. with out thinking I rolled of my bed went to the restroom and washed up for hours and hours. Finally I left the bathroom and entered my room. It was as if someone put me on auto pilot. I got dress in my night gown and crawled back into bed and under the covers. I was dead inside.