Curiosity

Chapter 19:

Rosalie's Decision

RPOV

I have been trying to figure out what they see in 'her'. Racking my brain and still coming up with nothing.

I know things are over between Emmett and I. Honestly, it has been for quite some time now. But Edward, now I thought he would get over what seemed to be a momentary infatuation mixed with hero syndrome.

We were so in tune when we all left Forks. What the hell happened? Oh, he felt guilty when he thought she had killed herself over him. Edward's only weakness. But while we were together in that time, we got along perfect.

And the sex. OH my goodness. I mean Emmett was good, but Edward was amazing. Maybe it was due to all those years of pent up sexual frustration.

Didn't Esme say he went to Denali? Maybe I should go after him. Talk to him. Yes go after him, that's what I'll do. I can 'comfort' him, yet again. Then we will be good again.

-A few hours later-

I went in search of Esme and Carlisle. I found them together in Carlisle's study.

Knocking on the door, I opened it before they could answer. "Excuse me. I hope I'm not interrupting anything, but may I come in?"

"Absolutely Rose. Is there something wrong?" Carlisle asked. Honestly I knew they knew I was leaving. I had not exactly been quiet while packing my things and loading up my car.

"Well, I'm sure you heard me packing. I have decided to go after Edward. I know now that we were meant to be together all along. So I have to atleast try to go to him. Talk to him" I responded.

"That's wonderful dear. But when are you planning on leaving? Do you need anything? Any help?" This from Esme.

Is it just me, or is she happy I'm leaving? No, must be my imagination.

"I'm glad you've decided to go after him, Rose. Deep down I always thought the two of you were meant to be together. But Esme and I want you to remember, this is your home, and we love you. And we will look forward your and Edward's return, if that's what you decide to do." Carlisle said in his fatherly like manner.

"Well I will discuss that with Edward and then we will let you know. I love you, my Father and Mother. I have packed everything in the car already, so I'll be leaving shortly." This was making me feel sad. "Please tell Emmett that I am sorry, but this is for the best for both of us. And as much as it pains me to say it. Maybe he will find happiness with Bella."

With that I hugged them both. Said one more mental goodbye to the house, and climbed into my car.

I was on my way to Alaska, hoping Edward would have me. Not knowing the future can be very hard.