Unneeded
Realization Jane POV
Unneeded; Jane POV.
I smirked as I watched the ‘man’ in front of me reduced to a withering mess all because of me. My power, my gift. I hoped this would at least give me some sort of praise for once again doing what Aro asked of me. I am forever in his debt for he saved me and Alec from becoming nothing but ash. Alec is all I have left, my guardian. Not that I need one. I am perfectly capable of taking care of myself. Alec is practically useless!
You’re a horrible liar Jane.
Damn that annoying voice that sounded like Heidi and Aro warped together.
The ‘man’ in front of me was dead, I looked up too Aro looking positively ecstatic about it too. That should be disturbing. It’s not, when did it stop? I turned to look for my older brother and found him to be gone. Again. I sighed, he seemed to disappear lately during my torture sessions.
I hadn’t realized that I had even moved till I was staring into the full moon from the highest pillar in the Volturi Castle.
I am spacing out way too much lately. Stupid Alec.
Grr! Alec made me so made sometimes I wished he was the one I was using my power one! He was the one I was suppose to have absolute control over! He is the one who needs to be laying in the throne room, dead.
You don’t mean that Jane. He only wants what’s best for you, what makes you happy. Do you really want him in pain?
Damn. Stupid voice! I should torture you first!
Stupid Heidi. Alec had been talking to her more and more lately.
I wasn’t jealous.
Really…I just wanted her to have a slow painful death for even touching my brother.
I’m not jealous. Heidi is just a pathetic little girl. Alec was a man. Not on the outside, never on the outside. Not that it mattered, even at 14, Alec still had more than enough package to satisfy any woman.
I remember running my hands of his scarred body, his beautiful scarred body. I loved being with Alec, in innocent and less innocent manner. Those scars always made me feel guilty when I saw them though, I had no idea why. It’s not like it was my fault. Alec seemed to notice I felt this way, probably a twin thing, and he would kiss my nose.
I could just hear some commotion down stairs; I should probably go check it out. There might be a new victim waiting for me. I raced to the throne room. Felix was rapidly talking to Aro.
“He’s gone! Just flew right out of here! Bag and all!”
Aro’s eyes widened a fraction then he caught my gaze and looked at me sadly.
“Jane.”
“Yes master?”
“Alec has run away.”
Time seemed to freeze for me. I vaguely heard Felix telling Aro that he was headed through Germany to Hamburg, which was right near where our old village used to be.
Why?
Why had he left me? My Alec, my guardian. Gone. What Felix said next nearly reduced me too tears but I’d never cry in front of someone else besides Alec.
“I think I heard him say that Jane no longer needed him! That he was…unneeded.”
No! No! No! He was needed! I needed him!
You just said that he was useless. How many times have you said that to him hmm?
“No…” my voice was barely heard, even in vampire standards.
“I’ll get him back! No matter what!” I cried
My brother is always there for me, now it’s time for me to be there for him. I love him! I could care less if it’s Incest! Fuck that! They can taste pain! I’ll torture, kill and burn anyone who dares hurt my brother.
I had to save him.