We have forever (The story of Jake and Nessie)

When Bella got back with Alice from their hunt, she called me into the living room. I had no idea what she could possibly have to say, but I was nervous anyway. I knew the confrontation was going to happen eventually, but I was planning on it happening years from now. I knew that I had no control over my feelings for Nessie, I never have even from day one. They grew as she grew and loved her and nothing could change that.

"Jake we've been friends for a long time," Bella began "but I can't keep pretending that I'm ok with the feelings that you have for my daughter. I think that this is all happening too fast."
"Bella, I know. I didn't expect any of this either, but there is no use in hiding the fact that Ness, I mean Renesmee and I love each other."
"Love? Jake she's a year old. I know her development says otherwise, but she is still a baby to me."
I couldn't help but roll my eyes at that. Bella barely knew Edward for a year and she loved him, married him and had a baby with him and he's like 100 years older than her. Why was it so impossible for me to love Nessie?
"She is hardly a baby Bella!" I raised my voice now I couldn't help it. I felt the heat flowing throughout my body making my hands vibrate. It was hard to control my temper when it came to defending Nessie.
"Whatever Jake! The point is she is Edward's and my daughter and we will decide what is best for her. I understand your connection to her, but it can't be the way that you want!"
"Why not? You were allowed to love Edward despite everything that he put you through! What about everything that you put me through, huh Bella?! I've finally found something that makes me happy and you want to take that away from me too! What is it with you?"
"It just can't be Jacob. I'm sorry, but we've been in Forks for too long and it's time for us to move on."
"What?" I felt my heart hit the floor. They were leaving Forks? I knew it would happen eventually, but not so soon.
"We were planning on telling you sooner, but your feelings for Renesmee complicated things.It's not that I don't want you to be happy Jake. I want that more than anything, but it's dangerous for us to remain here any longer. Carlisle is trying to pass for 40 when he doesn't even look a day over 25. People are really starting to notice. We broke the news to my mother that I died from that South American disease and Alice just foresaw her coming to see Charlie very soon. We can't risk it, I hope you understand."
"Then I'll come too. I want to be wherever she is." I lied. I had to lie. I'd do anything to keep her here with me. I felt that I might die without her. I knew that I couldn't go where they went my place was here as the Alpha of the La Push pack. I couldn't leave my brothers and Leah I was bound, but losing Renesmee.... I couldn't even think about it. I was at a loss. I contemplated getting down on my knees and begging, but I knew it wouldn't help.
"Jake we're leaving the plans have already been set in action. Esme said that you are welcome to continue living here since it has become a home to you over the last year."
"Where are you going?"
"I can't tell you. Edward and I agreed that a clean break would be the best thing for both of you. It might make it easier."
"Bella," I was pleading now. I'd never cried in front of her before, but feeling my heart being ripped out of my chest was too much. It didn't even hurt this much when I'd lost Bella to Edward. That felt like a distant memory to me now. Nessie is all that I know now and all that I'll ever want, "please don't do this. We are bound. We...we need to be together. She is my life."
"Jake I'm sorry, but we have to move on. You can't come with us, you belong here to protect your land."
"Don't feed me that shit, Bella!!!" The heat was ripping thorough me now as every part of my body filled with anger. I couldn't stop the shaking this time. The anger rippled from the tips of my fingers to my toes.
"NO JAKE!!!" Renesmee was at my side in a flash, but she was too late. I phased and she was too close before I knew it I had her pinned to the floor under my paws. All it took to snap me back to reality was the bright red blood that was coming from her head. What had I done? I hurt the one that I loved more than anything in the world. I backed away from her slowly still too overcome with anger to phase back to my human form. She wasn't moving and there was blood coming from her head, nose and a deep gash in her shoulder. I was overcome with panic when I saw that she wasn't moving. Bella was at her side in a flash screaming for Carlisle. I tried as hard as I could to calm down with no luck. So I did the next best thing and ran for it.

I could not go back there not after what happened. I'd hurt Nessie. Something I promised myself that I would never do. If she wouldn't have stepped in the way then I would have attacked my best friend. What kind of monster had I become. After I left the Cullen house I just kept running as fast as my legs would carry me. I needed to get away, to forget her. I knew she would never forgive me.

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Nessie's POV

I opened my eyes to Grandpa Carlisle standing over me with his medical bag. I couldn't find the words so I reached up and touched my Grandfather's arm.
"Where's Jake?"
"He's gone. Please hold still dear I need to stop the bleeding." Dazed as I was I knew what had happened and I knew that the one I loved was not coming back.
"Where did he go?" I spoke this time my. My voice was barely a whisper, but I new Grandpa heard me.
"Ness, we don't know." I felt my eyes well up with tears as his words sunk in.
"Why? Grandpa I love him." That was the first time I'd ever admitted my feelings about Jacob aloud.
"I know dear, but right now you need to try and stay calm while I stitch these wounds. They are not healing the way that I thought they would. Apparently your ability to heal is closer to that of a human than a vampire." I lay still as Grandpa finished stitching the gash in my shoulder. I looked at the three lines made by Jake's claws and my heart ached. I knew he would never hurt me on purpose. I knew it was an accident, but my parents would never see it that way. I knew that I would never be allowed to see Jacob again.

I got up immediately after Grandpa finished fixing me up. As soon as I was on my feet I saw Momma and Daddy standing in the dining room discussing something they obviously didn't want me to hear.

"Momma, Daddy," I looked them both in the eyes as I spoke, " I want to find Jacob." They exchanged a look.
"Renesmee," Daddy spoke first, "now is not the time. Jacob is upset with himself. Before he ran too far out of range he left a message with me. He said to tell you that he loves you, but your mother was right a clean break would be best."
"I don't believe you!" I burst into tears.
"Please listen for yourself." He said as he held out his hand to me. I searched through his thoughts with him as he came to Jacob's message.
"But...I...don't understand. It was an accident! I'm fine! He...he can't..." I couldn't finish my sentence. I ran to my room without another word and collapsed into my pillow. I cried until I fell asleep. My dreams were filled with thoughts of Jacob. When I awoke it was just about day break. The first of many days that I would spend without Jacob.