You Want It

Hey, I didn't re-read this before I posted it, so If you find any errors, let me know. Sorry about that!!!


Jaspers P.O.V-

I knew Bella, knew that there was no turning back now.
I knew she knew I wasn't stopping.
She still was pushing against my chest trying stupidly
to get me off of her.
It wasn't happening.

I placed my mouth on her neck,
letting her breath.
"J-jasper, come on..."
Her voice was raspy and high pitched.
"I don't wanna-"
"Bella, stop lieing now, its getting old."
I grabbed the front of her shirt with my finger
and yanked down. It tore right through the middle
and fell to the floor.
I could see the panic in her eyes.
Obviously she had never been naked in front of a man.
She was terrified.

I sent her a wave of calm,
and she wasn't fighting me anymore.
"Listen, hun, Esme, Alice and Rosalie are going
to join Edward tomorrow, so I have to get home
to say goodbye. I'm sorry that your first time
isen't going to be the greatest.
I'll make it up to you, after Emmett gets his turn with you."

"I-if Alice is going away,
then I have no reason to come over tomorrow..."
I grinned at her.
"Lie to Charlie. It'll be worth it. Trust me."
Without waiting for a response,
I stripped from the waiste down.
"I'm sorry that I have to do the dirty work."

I could tell by the way she looked at me,
that she didnt understand.
She had no idea that this was going to hurt.
So, without warning, I slid her underwear down her thighs,
grabbed her ass in my hands and pulled her up onto me.
Her legs immediatly wrapped around my waist,
"Oh my-"

My arm wrapped around her neck and I covered her mouth.
her muted scream went right through me.
Her eyes squeezed shut, pushing tears down her cheeks.
For a few seconds, she didn't breath,
I had to make her.

Bellas P.O.V-

I couldn't believe it.
I was half naked,
hanging around Jaspers waist.
And he was inside of me...
It wasn't the pain that knocked the breath out of me,
It was the rush of excitment that I got when he slid in.
This, this is what I had been waiting for.
"Breathe Bella."
His cool breath in my ear forced me to gasp.

He chuckled and swung me around,
placing me back down on my bed.
Slowley, he began to move.
"Hold on tight."
I grabbed his wrists, squeezing as tight as I could.
He moved them, with ease, and put them around his neck.
He started to move faster.
It was almost impossible to not make noises.

He pulled out almost completely,
before slamming back into me.
His mouth came down over mine, silencing my scream.
I was so lucky he was a vampire with fast reactions,
or Charlie would have already been in my room, his gun in hand.

Jasper spread me further,
His hand slid in between us,
and he grabbed my clit.
I shuddered, hard.
(btw, Bella really wouldnt say clit. Its odd, I know
but I had to put it.)
His mouth moved from mine to my ear again,
and he dipped his tongue inside.

"I knew, that this- was exactly, what-
you wanted. No, you- needed, th-is."
He lapped at my neck,
and then dragged his nose across my skin.
"Mmm, Bella, say my name love."
I tried. But all that I could manage, was a moan.
He let out a throaty chuckle.
My breathing was becoming more and more ragged.
I was covered in sweat, but his skin helped cool me down.
It felt amazing.

"Try again baby."
He called me baby...
My heart stopped for a moment and skipped a beat,
Immediatly picking up again.
"Mmm-Jas-Jasper!"
My skin was electric,
not hot, or on fire;
but it tingled everywhere.

His hand once again, came down over my mouth.
And right after that, I moaned against it.
It felt so good...
He was gritting his teeth,
obviously trying not to make noise himself.
I was guessing that this was an orgasm.
And it was better then I could have ever imagined.

Little by little, he slowed down,
until he stopped moving all together.
"I love you."
Whoops...oh my god...
I didn't mean to say that.
"No Bella, you loved the way I made you feel.
It's different."
But I,...
I don't know.
I felt weird.
"I-I'm sorry."
He kissed my forhead.

"It's ok Bella. No worries."