Just checking

Here's a little mini chapter. This part is done, and I think I may start another story the way my thoughts have been drifing. But I wanted to post this finished bit in case anybody is paying attention. So if you are and you'd like to see how this ends, please do let me know :)

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When Jacob opened his eyes again he was holding Bella's face in his hands. As he pulled away to look at her I saw
her bare shoulders, only one thin white bra strap was still up. She playfully tried to push him away.

"We have to go in my room," she scolded him.

"Oh right" As she led him into the bedroom he was remembering what I inferred was the reason she'd had to remind him of this. In his mind I saw the blanket on his lap, and the movement going on underneath it. A car door slammed and Jacob looked out the living room window to see Charlie getting out of his cruiser. Bella heard it and quickly threw the blanket off her head and sat up. He pulled his hand out of the front of her shirt. Bella wiped her mouth and cleared her throat. He looked over at her longingly and she smiled as she mouthed, later.

I was quickly growing to regret the decision to stay. As they knelt on the bed together I was not able to imagine
those were my hands reaching around her back to unhook her bra. My love, being undressed by some one else. My mind
was screaming at me to run. It was more agonizing then I could have possibly imagined, seeing her nude from the
waist up. Her breasts looked so soft, even softer then the rest of her. Her pink nipples hardened as soon as the
air hit them. His mouth closed hungrily around one, I heard the wet sounds of his tongue. Ever the masochist I
watched as he slid his hand down her belly toward her unzipped jeans. Oh God I could smell her arousal. Her
wetness, but it was for only him. He looked up at her, her eyes filled with anticipation. He looked back down as
he slid his hand further, into her panties. Into the patch of short dark hair. He cupped his hand around her
there, then started to move in a slow circle. Right away she started gasping. It was excruciating to see that he
knew exactly what she liked, exactly how to touch her.

This was idiotic, I had to tear myself away. My fingers started to crush through the bark to the core of the tree I
had been crouched in.

"Jake" She breathed

"Yes my baby" he said as he moved his mouth from her breast to her neck.

His baby. The tree started to crack in my grip as he watched her arching her back.

"Jacob. Oh Jacob I..." she gasped.

Oh no, please no.

"I...oh!"

This was all I could take, this was my breaking point. Don't, please. I silently begged as I jumped out of the tree and started running. I willed my legs to push harder and quickly get me far away from here before I could hear it. I almost made it but not quite. Almost made it before the fragile human who was the center of my universe managed to get out the words that destroyed me.

"Jacob, I love you...so much"