Love to Hate You, Hate to Love You

Jasper POV

Edward and Bella are seeing each other. And if I wasn't already dead it would be killing me. What's wrong with me? I love Alice, don't I? Of course I do. She's perfect. Then why do I feel so goddamn jealous?! Unlucky for me, Edward is bringing Bella over to the house today to meet our family, even though the only person she has not seen is Esme. Rosalie and I are the only ones who aren't ecstatic. Rosalie is just being bitchy, but everyone else assumes I am just worried about keeping control. Alice keeps telling me not to worry. She is ridiculously happy about all of this because she has seen that she and Bella are going to hit it off great and be really great friends.

We all hear the door open downstairs and Edward and Bella making their way up to the kitchen. There they are, the happy couple.

"You must be Bella. I am so pleased to meet you." Esme says, extending a hand to the nervous girl.

"Hello" Bella responds in her shy, quiet voice. She looks beautiful. That color blue on her is amazing. Damn it, got to remember to control my thoughts. I mean...I should keep my distance from her. Don't want to hurt her...Yadda..Yadda..blah blah.

"Bella, this is my mother of sorts, Esme." Edward says, making introductions. "And Carlisle, my father. That is Emmett and Rosalie. My sister, Alice and Jasper."

When he says my name, she gives me and even warmer smile than she did the rest, probably because she thinks we are already friends. I do my best to glare back at her, hoping to make her want to keep her distance. She steps back a few paces and puts an arm around Edward. Shit! I overdid it and scared her. That must be why Alice, Edward and Esme are all looking at me like I have lost my mind. Maybe I have.

"Well, um. I'm going to show her the rest of the house." With that, Edward whisks her away.

"Jasper, can we talk?" Alice has grabbed my hand and is pulling me toward our room.

"What's going on, Jazz? Is there something bothering you that you aren't telling me?" Alice says, being so sweet and so concerned. I feel like such a dick.

"No, Alice. Everything is fine. Just, having her...having a human here is weird. You know?"

"I understand, but you don't have to worry. I would know if anything bad was going to happen." She sits on the bed and pats the space next to her. I sit down and she starts to rub my shoulders. "Is it really hard?"

"What?"

"Controlling your lust for her blood?"

More like controlling my lust for her, but I lie and respond. "Yeah. The temptation is pretty bad." The temptation to corner her at school, whisper into her ear how I feel, push her dark hair to the side and slowly kiss her neck then her full, plump lips. Feel my way around her warm body through the layers of thin, cotton clothing....

Alice interrupts my thoughts, thankfully."I'm so sorry, Jazz. Want me to distract you?" She says, with a devious grin on her face. I know what she wants. And damn it, I will give it to her. I can't be with Bella, nor her with me so I've got to push that from my mind. I love Alice. And I do need a distraction. Before I can answer or make a move, Alice has pushed me back on the bed and is straddling me.

She kisses me deeply, but sensing that I am still not really into it, she growls in frustration and bites my lower lip. I growl back and kiss her forcefully. She moans, yes this is what the demure little pixie wants. My mind can't help but wander, I would not be able to be this rough with Bella. I could so easily break her. But I wouldn't want to be rough with her, I would want to be gentle, making love. Alice wasn't after love making, she wants to be fucked. Thinking about Bella starts to make me horny, which is good. I can play along with Alice and maybe just maybe get Bella out of my head.

Alice has taken to grinding on my crotch, moving her hips up and down, making me harder by the minute. I can feel how wet she is getting, so I decide to take control. I flip her over onto her back and start to unbutton her blouse while kissing her. I quickly remove her top and bra and toss them on the floor. Her perfect little breasts are exposed and I greedily take one into my mouth, sucking and flicking her nipple with my tongue. This makes Alice moan even louder and grab two fistfuls of my hair. She is growing impatient and so am I, so without warning I shove my hand up her skirt and straight into her. She likes that and immediately starts bucking against my hand, matching the pace of my fingers pulsing in and out of her.

"Oh, god, Jazz...yes..That's just what I wanted." She is almost purring now and I know how warmed up she is getting. I can feel her juices all around my hand. She really needed this, how long have I been oblivious to her needs? She is getting closer and closer to the brink, but in a flash she has moved and has me pinned to the bed.

"I thought I was supposed to be distracting you?" she giggles and then kisses me deeply. Her tiny hands quickly work to take off my shoes and jeans and then she pulls my dick out from between the flap in my boxers. God, it feels so good to be touched and rubbed up and down and up and down. I just start to get really really into it when she stops and I growl in my displeasure. I open my eyes and look up at her and she smiles that devious grin again. Then she takes my entire length into her little mouth, stopping every once in a while to flick my tip with her pointy little tongue. I really lose myself in the feeling this time, so much that I didn't even notice that she had removed her skirt and soaked through panties. I only notice when she switches from sucking me with her mouth to straddling me and rubbing her wet slit up and down my length. She is looking straight at me and breathing heavily, holding herself up by only one hand because the other one is rubbing her clit in slow circles.

"Do you want inside me, Jazz?"

"God yes, I need inside of you, now. Bring your hot little pussy down here."

Alice gladly does as she is told and rides my dick hard, moaning all the while.

"Yes..Jazz..oh god....fuck...fuck me...mmmmm...yes..."

I love hearing her moan and don't want to ruin it with my own, so I take one of her tits that have been bouncing in my face into my mouth, ...sucking, licking and nibbling. I feel us both coming close to our release, but I am not quite ready and knowing my little pixie, she can go for more too. So I quickly take her off me and flip her over on her stomach. She clues in quickly to what I am after and gets on her hands and knees and raises her perfect little ass in the air. I too, get on my knees and shove my dick inside of her dripping pussy, thrusting deeply in and out of her for just a few moments until I can't take it anymore. I feel her walls clamping around me and I shudder and release inside of her, which just makes her purr even more.

We both fall back and collapse on the bed, breathing heavily even though we don't have to. Alice snuggles up to me, and I place my arm around her. I feel more than slightly dirty, knowing that I only got turned on because I had been thinking of Bella, but maybe this is exactly what I needed to get her out of my thoughts in that way. Right? Maybe? And Alice seems happy, still purring away. So surely this was the right thing to do, I hope.

I hope.

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Yay for lemony goodness! haha. Who knew that Alice and Jasper had such such a dirty sex life? Well, Jasper seems back on track for the moment. Maybe he can let Bella be? What do you think? As is...comment! rate! review! Please :)