She Loved them Both

Chapter 5: I could almost feel Jacob thrusting harder & harder
Edward's pov
I looked in the rearview mirror at the color of my eyes. There they were a dark maroon Saturated in my wife's blood. My wife. My Bella. The disgust within me was boiling over but none of this was Bella's fault. She was an innocent human with primal urges. She's a little kitten purring, pleading with a rattlesnake to come close. I was the rattlesnake. A killer, a monster. I pulled into a parking spot at wall-mart. "Just wait here I'll get your sanitary napkins." Bella's cheeks filled with blood. I couldn't help but let out a small chuckle. After all that happened tonight, she was still embarrassed by that word. "Most people call them tampons Edward. Just get whatever. I'm sure it will be fine." ,she mumbled. "Right, tampons", I sighed. Okay, so I was kind of embarrassed about going into wal-Mart by myself & buying tampons. I leaned in for a small kiss but Bella opened her sweet mouth and pressed her tongue into mine. I suddenly became aware of my throbbing erection. Was I still hard? I needed a release but there had been enough endangering of my wife's life for tonight. Inside the wal -mart, I scanned the aisles quickly and found the lady products. The most sickening smell began to fill my nose. Sickening, yet familiar. Grimy. Dirty. Dog. Jacob Black to be more precise. I kept my head down gripping Bella's lady products, but it was no use, the dog had sniffed me out. He swaggered towards me a slight grin playing on his lips as his loud obnoxious thoughts bombarded me. What's the leech doing out so late? Why's he at wal mart? Blood sucker had the munchies for Doritos or what? Wait! Where's Bella? She never leaves the leech’s side unless...I’ll kill him God I could just rip him to shreds--”Hello Jacob, nice to see you too." I said as polite as I dared. Jacob's dark brows shot up when he spotted the pink bag I was hugging under one arm. I heard his booming laugh in my head. A wicked jarring grin crept across Jacob's face. "Damn leech what do you need those for?" I could see his tongue pressing hard in his cheeck. "These are for my wife." ,I spat out venomously. Jacob's face changed. His whole body tensed & he stood ridgid. He looked as if I had just ripped the beating heart from his chest. I hated Jacob Black but as his thoughts flooded my head I couldn't help but feel his pain. I flinched as I saw Jacob picturing he & Bella's future. There were children. There were three boys and one tiny baby girl with Bella's chocolate brown eyes. I saw Bella looking at Jacob lovingly as she held her baby close. This was unbearable. "Where’s Bella?” Jacob finally interrupted my reverie as I too pondered my wife's happy human life with her own sweet children. "She's in the car." He took a deep breath and then sighed. "Yes its fine you can go say hi." I answered his unspoken request. Jacob simply nodded a good bye & made his way towards the exit. I caught a brief glance of his parting thoughts & they were unsavory to say the least. I saw Jacob passionately kissing my wife in the backseat; he was crushing into her wildly. I could almost feel him thrusting, harder & harder. I had a strange sensation in my groin. Had a liked seeing Jacob ravishing Bella? No that was impossible. My Bella with a dog, it was disgusting. Still my erection grew as I replayed Jacobs’s thoughts; his mouth on her pink nipples, Bella moaning. I felt wet. God I need a release, this is repuslsive; living in the dog's fantasies. I paid for the lady products & hurried as fast as I could back to my love.