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Madline was sort of nervous; she sat in the passenger seat of Butch’s Escalade and couldn’t stop fidgeting. After spending the day with her yesterday, Butch had asked her to come with him to his home. It was one thing seeing a bunch of Vampires one at a time but being in a whole house of them for the weekend was nerve wrecking.

“Nervous?” Butch asked her.

“Psstt…Yeah,” Madline started to deny it but then nodded, Hell, he could probably smell it.

Butch placed a hand on her tight and squeezed it, “Don’t be.”

He can say that, Madline thought. It wasn’t long before Butch drove onto dirt rode and it came instantly foggy.

“How can you see where you’re going?” Madline squinted and looked into the fog.

“I drive into it every night, Madline.”

Madline looked at Butch, “I guess this isn’t ‘normal’ fog,” she emphasized the normal.

“Nope, this is V’s mhis; what ever is inside of it is undetectable.”

Madline sat back, Holy Fuck, did they have magical powers too? Hell Rhage can change into a Dragon, why the hell not. Madline closed her eyes and let her head fall back, taking it all it.

“We’re here,” Butch announced. Madline opened her eyes and found herself parked in front of a damn Mansion. She opened the door and saw the rows of cars, and was immediately pulled towards the marine blue 1965 Mustang, “Holy Crap! I haven’t seen this baby in years. Oh my God! I could have a baby with it,” Madline sighed.

“Now I know why I liked her when I first met her,” Madline looked up to the front entrance of the Mansion. Tohrment was standing there, the massive male was grinning.

“Is this baby yours?” Madline nodded to the Mustang.

“Yup, fixed her up myself” Tohrment answered.

“Dina’s Father had one while I was growing up, and then gave it to her when she turned 16. I had some wild memories in this thing,” she stroked the hood like she was petting a dangerous wild animal.

“And if I can remember, you got your cherry pop in it too,” Beth’s voice was laughing, Madline’s face lit up.

“Oh…Don’t go there, Miss Thang, I remember that night and I wasn’t the only girl getting my cheery pop,” Madline looked Beth up and down.

“You know about that!” Beth’s face lit up.

“High school! I was all knowing back then,” Madline smirked; Beth rolled her eyes and then moved to hug her. They hugged for a long time, “It’s awesome to have you back in my life, Madline.”

“Ditto,” Madline held her former best friend in her arms.

Madline pulled away when she heard Lianne’s voice cry out. She turned around to see Butch carrying her duffle bag that held her and Lianne’s clothes and Lianne’s Maxi-Cozy in the other where the child was crying out.

“Oh baby! I’m sorry, Mama, was way into the car, right, not enough love,” Butch held up the car seat so that Madline could unbuckle and pull out her tiny daughter, kissing her forehead and cheeks before settling her on her shoulder, and then threw her blanket over her, it was a summer night, it was warm but there was a breeze and didn’t want Lianne to catch her first cold, not now where she was so fragile.

“What about me?” Butch playfully pouted, “You forgot about giving me, love.”

Madline winked at him and kissed his lips quickly. Honestly, she didn’t know how the other’s felt about them and her being the second woman. “Hey, what the hell, that wasn’t a damn kiss,” Butch grabbed the back of her head, and kissed her, it made her swoon.

“Oh boy,” Tohr rumbled with a grin on his face as he looked away.

Madline pulled away and coughed, “Don’t have to be ashamed of us; you’re just a shel…” Butch stopped himself, “Just a girlfriend as Marissa,” he said.

Madline smiled at him, “Marissa is your wife, not girlfriend,” Madline walked toward Beth, who already was swooning about seeing the little girl in her arms.

Nobody but Dina, Butch and Marissa has seen Lianne since her birth, so this was pretty much highlight for everyone in this Mansion.

“She’s gorgeous,” Beth swooned, a finger stroking a cheek.

“I know,” Madline swooned too, looking at her daughter.

Back behind her Butch and Tohr talked.

“Look at that little thing, Bro, she’s beautiful.”

“Like her Mother,” Butch answered with a sigh, “I can’t believe that I’m a Father.  Lianne’s just,” Butch couldn’t form words,” Just wow, she gives me a toothless smile and I think I can take on the world.”

“Feel ya on that, Nalla looks at me and I just melt,” Zsadist spoke as he appeared from the side, Bella was already by Madline, crooning over the baby.

“Yup,” Butch nodded.

“They got us wrapped around our fingers.”

Madline laughed as four different women crooned over her daughter, “Can I hold her?” who had spoke was Marissa; Madline nodded and handed Lianne over to her Step-Mother.

Madline watched as Butch handed a doggen, from what she heard about them, her things and then walked over to Marissa wrapping his arms around her middle and rested his chin on her shoulder. Madline frowned for a second that image was beautiful. Madline swallowed and looked away; they looked like a happy family.

“Maddy?” Beth pulled out her thoughts and she looked at her friend. Beth gave her a look and Madline shook her head, she didn’t Beth to say anything.

“Come on, let’s move over to the family room,” Beth hook arms with her and they all moved to the family room. They all talked for a while, Madline getting to know everyone for once. She found them all wonderful people; they all had turns in holding Lianne, but it had been an image seeing Wrath hold his little niece, God that had been a Kodak moment.

It had been in Wrath’s arms when Lianne started to fuss, before going into all out bellowing mode. Butch took his daughter into his arms but Lianne wouldn’t calm down.

“I think she wants her Mother, Butch,” Marissa spoke, and Butch moved towards Madline. Madline took hold of her daughter, feeling a sense of relief that her daughter was back into her arms. Hell, she knew that these big males and wonderful females would protect her daughter with all their strength but she had sat still itching to hold her daughter again. She didn’t want to be one of those Mother’s that was to scare to give up their kids but God; she just needed Lianne for herself for minute, to tank up.

“It’s okay, darling, Mama has you,” Madline spoke softly, getting up from the comfy couch to bounce her daughter in her arms and walked out of the room and into the foyer.  

“Come on, Lianne, everything is okay now,” Madline murmured, softly padding Lianne’s butt and bouncing her.

Madline knew exactly what Lianne wanted, but she was bit embarrassed to do so. Dina’s Mother had sent her a CD of German sung lullabies, thought there was one particular song that Lianne instantly calmed down when she heard it and it wasn’t even a lullaby but a German love song.

“You are going to make me sing it, aren’t you,” Madline sighed, her heart hurt at the sight of her daughter’s tears.

Ich spür dich, in meinen Träumen,

ich schließ dich darin ein, und ich werd immer bei dir sein.

Ich halt dich, wie den Regenbogen, ganz fest am Horizont,

weil mit dir der morgen wieder kommt.



Für dich schiebe ich die Wolken weiter,

sonst siehst du den Sternenhimmel nicht.

Für dich dreh' ich so lang an der Erde,

bis du wieder bei mir bist.

Für dich mach ich jeden Tag unendlich,

für dich bin ich noch heller als das Licht.

Für dich wein' und schrei und lach und leb ich,

und das alles nur für dich.

Madline didn’t have to sing the second verse, but she hummed it, Madline had watched her daughter already calm down at the first verse and then fall asleep in the chorus.

“Na, kleine Maus,” Madline smile and fingered pouty sleeping lips,” Jetzt schläfst du,” she kissed her daughter. This was one of the few things that she wanted Lianne to grow up with, Madline grew up with two languages and Lianne will also, or three if you counted the Vampire language. She walked back into the family room.

“Nugget is out like a light,” she smiled at everyone.

She sat down, arranging Lianne is her favourite position when cuddling with her Mother, Lianne’s head was resting between her breast and her body cushioned by her stomach. “Her blanket,” she smiled at Wrath who had her last and was still holding her plush blanket and the male stood up and placed it around the infant, tucking her in. She smiled at Wrath, “Thank you.”

“She’s Mommy’s girl,” Marissa smiled and Madline shook her head with a laugh.

“Nope! A full blown Daddy’s girl,” Madline smiled rubbing at her daughter’s black hair, “But I think Lianne is going to be more like me. I loved hanging out with Daddy, being in his arms but when I got tired and everything was just too much for me with I was little, I went to Mama. It was nothing like having your Mother’s arms wrapped around you, or cuddling next to you, I see that by Lianne. Lianne can be in her Daddy’s arms all day,” she looked over to Butch, “But when she wants to sleep, she’ll fuss until I take her, bounce her and poof, out like a night.”

“I got hundreds of baby pictures of me sleeping just like this with my Mama.”

Marissa was about to speak again when Fritz walked in an announced that First Meal was ready. They had wanted to wait until Madline and Lianne came to eat. Madline thought it was thoughtful.  Madline brought Lianne up the room that she had here, astound as how it looked in a sea of yellow and purple, she put her in her bed, grabbed the baby monitor and hightailed downstairs.

The meal was perfect and Madline ate herself full, she couldn’t believe that they ate twice a night like this. If she ate twice a night like this, she would get even fatter than she was now. After the meal, most of the men got ready to head out. Madline didn’t like the feeling in seeing them about to leave to go hunting, Hell, when Butch always had came to her before hunting she always told herself that he was leaving to go home instead out hunting.

“You know, I went through my old things when Butch first told me that you were coming over for the weekend,” Beth smiled at her.

“Should I be scared?” Madline chuckled following her friend to the family room again. Though this time she found to stacks of four photo albums on the table, “Be very afraid,” Beth laughed.

“Ack! Beth! Don’t tell me you still have them?”

“Hell I even put them on DVD just for this occasion.”

Madline blushed as Beth pushed on the button and TV came home. The room was silent for a minute, the women; females stunned the image of Madline at 19 on a magazine cover of Maxim. Madline remember that shoot, it had quiet a long six hours to get that shot with her being completely an amateur. She posed behind a sliver wall with her back to turned to camera, the photographer wanted a picture of her best asset back then and that had being her full round large posterior in black lace boy shorts. She didn’t have a top on, and her arms were resting against the wall, back arched slightly and long brown hair just barely touching her ass.

More of the video played showing the covers she had graced, she never wanted to be a model back then but it had paid the bills and do to her weight, yes, still considered herself fat back then, she had never graced the front cover of a Vogue, Clair, Sport Illustrated or something chic like that. She had been on a lot of Hip-Hop magazine covers, had spreads in them the only big cover she had ever been on was the Maxim, her very first shoot.

“I was young back then, and I wanted to learn my own money for collage. Those shoots paid good money, and I had the body back then, well, at least the ass back then,” Madline spoke, “Boy, that ass got us everywhere didn’t it,” Madline chuckled as the DVD stopped and was at the starting image again.

“Sure did, Hell, you were the reason I got into journalism,” Beth smiled at her, “It was because of your behind that I all in the best parties and was about to dish about everyone.”

That made Madline laugh, “Says the shy party pooper that mostly stood in the corner like a wallflower, Dina and I were the ones getting you all the juicy details.”

“You know that I couldn’t work people like yall.”

“Dina was working the crowd; I had to watch over you like a hawk to sure that you were okay and make connections,” Madline smiled at her, “Remember than evening when we walked in Dina and Mick Jagger.”

Beth nearly bounced through the room, “That was best night I ever had with all, I never laughed so much in my life that night, and then walking into the back bathrooms to fine Dina, only fine her on her knees in front Mick Jagger. I can’t believe what she was doing with him, he was already ancient back then,” she did a disgusted shiver.

“But he was huge!” Madline laughed, Beth and her turned to each other forgetting the others in the room. Just a second they were young again, and gossiping like teenagers again.

“You saw him! I wanted to look but I was so shocked that I automatically looked away, damn I was such a prude back then!”

“I only got a glance when Dina turned her head, but it was massive, so the rumours were true. The best part was him, with his dick in Dina’s hands, her on her knees, and him asking, ‘Aye ladies, wanna join us?’” Madline did her best impression of Mick Jagger’s accent.

“We should have done it,” Beth grinned.

Madline gasped and pushed her long time best friend, making Beth laugh, “What happened to the prude bitch! Jesus.”

“She got laid. But seriously, I hadn’t been there would you have joined them,” Beth asked.

Madline thought about it and shook her head, “Nope! I would have been screwing Billy Idol.”

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“I knew it, I knew this wasn’t going to work,” Madline rolled around in her bed, trying to find a comfortable position to fall asleep. She was so use to being up during the day that she knew that wasn’t going to go to sleep when everyone decided to head to bed. Groaning, she lied flat on her back before she sat up, sighing heavily, she got up from her bed and slipped into her slippers. She wore her favourite night gown, the black silk with lace to help her fall asleep but it didn’t work. The only thing she could think of maybe helping her sleep was Butch, but he was across the Mansion, sleeping with Marissa, or whatever they were doing.

Madline moved to her door and opened it, she forgot to bring a robe with her, and the black gown she was wearing was somewhat a bit sheer at the top with lace. Readying herself, she took off in a sprint across the hall to Lianne’s room. She smiled as she walked over to the crib that held her whole world. Her beautiful tiny daughter was sleeping soundly, her mobile still moving and playing music; it told her that someone had just left her bedroom, probably Butch.

Her heart twinge at the thought of Butch, and that he wasn’t with her, but by his shellan. Madline had to constantly remind herself that she was the side chick; she was woman that Butch had used to cheat on Marissa. She had no damn right to demand that he only should be with her.

Madline heard the door creak and she looked over her should, a pair of bright yellow eyes were looking at her. She had met Nalla earlier and instantly fell in love with that bright beautiful little gal. The poor girl hadn’t been able to meet Lianne earlier since the baby had been asleep and placed in her crib, and when Lianne’s had been up, Nalla had fallen asleep herself.

“Come here, Nalla,” Madline spoke in a whisper, crooking her finger towards her. Nalla shuffled over, a yellow Carebare clutched tightly in one hand. She was dressed in a cute blue and yellow onesie that Madline knew that she was going to get for Lianne when she was older.

Madline hoisted Nalla up so the five year old could see over the railing, “She’s pretty,” Nalla instantly spoke, also whispering, taking the hint from Madline.

“She’s pretty just like you,” Madline murmured, kissing the child’s cheek, Nalla giggled and blushed. Setting the child down, “Want to hold her?” Madline asked, and Nalla nodded enthusiastically, “Then sit on the ground, criss cross applesauce.”

Nalla sat down instantly, crossing her legs and Madline pulled Lianne from her crib. The tiny thing squirmed but her eyes remand closed. Madline sat down and placed Lianne in Nalla’s arms showing her exactly how to hold a baby. Nalla’s eyes lit up as she held her cousin, she started to rock the tiny child, Madline knew that little girl must play a lot of ‘House’ cause she was a natural, she was going to make a great sister when Bella has more children, or later when she’s older a great Mother.

Madline sighed happily as Nalla kissed Lianne’s forehead. The little girl was fascinated by Lianne, Madline allowed Nalla to hold her daughter until she saw a big yawn coming from Nalla. She took the child from Nalla and placed Lianne in her crib, as she turned around to tell Nalla to go to bed, she found the little thing asleep on the floor.

Kneeling she picked up Nalla, and grabbed her Carebare and moved out of the room after restarting the mobile. She didn’t have a clue as to where Nalla’s room was but it was easily found since she had left her door open. She placed the child in her bed and tucked her in; with a smile she walked out of the child’s door and closed it.  

Yawning, she knew that was well on her way to falling asleep, Madline moved to her room and got into her bed. She lied in her bed for a minute before sleep was finally able to claim her.

She didn’t know what time it was when she was woken up, the baby monitor was on loud so Lianne’s shrill scream startled her awake. Rubbing her face, she stood up wobbly and moved out of her room and across the room into Lianne’s. Her daughter had tears in her eyes and her lovely face was red and sweaty, telling Madline that Lianne had been screaming for a minute until she had finally awakened. Picking her daughter up told her that she had a full diaper. After Lianne was change, Madline grabbed the light blank from Lianne’s crib and took her daughter back into her room.

The Mansion was still eerily quiet telling that it must be way too early for them to wake up. She settled on her bed and laid back to feed her daughter, Lianne latching on her nipple and sucking rigorously like she never had anything better. After her daughter was burped, Madline laid Lianne out next to her and she settled back down herself, putting a finger into her daughter’s tiny hand and felt the strong grip that she had, she smiled softly and closed her eyes to fall back asleep.

It was some hours later when Madline came awake with someone wrapping a strong arm around her waist and pushing to spoon against her.

She tucked her head back under his chin and took a deep breath of Butch, she loved how he smelled, it was masculinity and comfort wrapped in one. She looked at Lianne as the little infant was still fast asleep and Madline’s finger was still wrapped in a strong grip.

“I thought you didn’t want to be those Mother’s that lets their kids sleep in their bed constantly,” Butch spoke kissing the top of her head.

“I won’t. Lianne had a full diaper and got hungry sometime during the day, I just got lazy to walk her back to her room when I was finished feeding her,” there was a moment silence before Madline spoke, “I would turn over to kiss you but little nugget got my finger in a death grip,” Madline smiled as she tugged her finger to show that Lianne was holding on hard.

“She’s strong,” Butch spoke in awe, “I know, my little She-Hulk,” Madline moved to kiss her daughter, ticking her daughter’s neck with soft raspberries until Lianne showed discomfort and moved her hands, letting her Mother’s finger go and pushed at Madline’s chin.

“Made it!” Madline sat up to kneel in front of Lianne, “Your daughter is very ticklish,” Madline grinned at Butch, the male was stretched on her bed with his hand propping up his head, he wore sweats and black muscle shirt, looking very delicious. Madline crawled over to him and finally was able to kiss him, nearly devouring him.

When she pulled away, Butch looked a little dazed and had a goofy grin on his face, “Not that I don’t mind, but what was that for,” he asked, his free hand back to her back and lowering itself until it rested on her ass.

Madline smiled, lowering her voice, she gave him a seductive look that made him swallow and she could she pulse pick up, “For watching Lianne while I take a long bath in the swimming pool yall call a bathtub,” she hopped out of the bed and dashed for the bathroom, with Butch’s “Hey! Not fair!” making her laugh.

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“Wrath is so going to murder me!” Madline squealed as she walked across the park, Beth’s arm tucked under hers.

“I’m my own woman,” Beth laughed, “Plus I’ve been planning this since Butch told us that you were coming this weekend. Wrath would have taken me to the 4^th July open air concert but I would have to look at his scowl while I rocked out to Bowling for Soup,” Beth grumbled and it made Madline laugh.

“So I asked Fritz to pack up the portable grill, some salads, meat, beer, wine, we got chairs, blankets for tonight when it may get chilly and well, I really wanted to do this with you and her,” Beth grinned and pointed. Madline was greeted with Dina coming towards them in a dead run.

It was quiet a scene for a 30 year old, and two 32 year olds jump around and squeal like they were 18 again and still in high school. Honestly, Madline would have never believed that them three would be together again, Beth had explained how she cut herself out of her old life and most of her old friends thought that moved out of the country but that she actually allowed the old crew to get back together for the big Open Air concert by the Hudson in NYC, Madline never thought it would happen. ´

Hell, Beth explained that could walk in the sun since of her half breed status, she had to wear sunglasses for her over sensitive eyes but it was possible, so when she had busted into her room at 12 in the afternoon, telling to her get showered and dressed, that they were going to the open air concert in New York City, she thought the Queen of Vampires was pulling her leg.

But here she was, Beth had planned this perfectly, even leaving the duty of Wrath telling Butch that his shellan kidnapped the Mother of his child for the day and most of the night.

Madline, Dina and Beth set everything as the first band started to play. They caught up on each other, Beth explaining that she had come to New York for a bit RR and was leaving tomorrow to back to Europe. Madline had to hide her smirk as Beth explained which country she was living in when Dina had asked her. She got a swift punch to the arm by the Queen, making her laugh hard and leaving Dina clueless.

Dina would have been Dina if she didn’t pop open of the cork of the Wine the moment the mini grill started cooking their food. They sat, ate, drank until the sun started to set and Headliners started to play. Madline danced and sung with the bands. The bands were playing was something that the Brothers or Wrath would never be caught dead listening. Manny, maybe, but not the Brother’s and King, it was mix of eighties-nineties, pop bands and rock bands with a few new bands thrown in for the people under 30.

Beth leaned over had one point when it was around 9 am, whispering to her that Wrath was sending over a Calvary to check up if they were okay.

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“Fuck that is lot of people,” Qhuinn whistled as they stood in the back of the massive crowd. Butch watched a lot of families, teenagers and groups of people doing the traditional 4^th of July barbequing. There was a lots of stands were food fresh of the grill was being sold and a whole lot of beer. Wrath had told them to go in casual so himself, Qhuinn, Blay, Rhage and V at taking in dressed in jeans and T-shirts, their guns hidden carefully small of their back and knives on their calves.

“You know where Beth wrote Wrath where they were?” Butch asked V, and male nodded, “Up in the middle, near the second Mega screen,” V pointed up to the big screen about 100 yards up front.

They made their way up, all of them looking out for their Queen and Madline. Butch had left Lianne in the care of Bella and Marissa, to find Madline, he had planning of spending the day with her since he hadn’t been able to for the last three days but he been woken up by Wrath himself, throwing the baby monitor at him and telling him that Beth had kidnapped Madline for a girls day out.

He hadn’t like it one bit, but Madline had texted him a hour later telling him that she was having a blast and she loved him, he melted and Marissa even had called him a big sap.

“What’s with this fucking music, I’m fucking gonna get tumour from it,” V growled and it made Butch and the other’s laugh.

“Hey! Even I know that 3 Doors Down are awesome!” Rhage shouted in the screechy teenage girl tone to them as they passed a huge sound system.  That caused Butch to laugh with the others.

It took them ten minutes to find the females, and saw that they were dancing and air guitar-ing the crap of 3 Doors Down, bouncing around like teenagers again.

“I’ll bet that all of them at least are two times the legal limit,” Rhage murmured with grin on his face. They stood and watched for a minute as the song ended, the females collapsed in their seats and Dina turned to grab something out of the cooler, as she looked up and she spotted them. Beth and Madline were talking their heads turned away from them, Dina said Madline’s name but the female didn’t react. No sense in hiding Butch nodded to the others to follow him and they walked towards the female.

Butch watched as Dina got frustrated that Madline ignored her, and grabbed a half empty bottle of water from the cooler, unscrewed the cap, “She’s not!” Qhuinn laughed, and they all watched as Dina leaned over and pulled Madline’s shirt and poured the water down the female’s front.

They got in there to hear Madline’s,” You whore! I’m going to fuck you up!” as Beth hysterically laughed, the poor Queen had tears of laughter running down her cheeks.

“Skank! I was trying to tell you that your baby daddy was coming this way,” Dina pointed to Butch who was now standing directly behind Madline.

Butch smiled down at Madline as she tossed her head up and looked upwards towards him, “Oh….Hi there,” she giggled.

“Hi, you okay” Butch laughed as he bent over and kissed Madline.

Dina groaned and rolled her eyes, “I’m gonna go pee, and maybe throw up,” Dina got up wobbly and walked off. Butch heard Beth ask Blay to be a dear and follow Dina and make sure that she gets there safe and comes back safely too.

“You guys stopped by to check up on us,” Madline twisting in her chair so that she was curled up so she could see everyone.

“On King’s orders,” Rhage grinned and Beth groaned, it made Madline laugh and push Beth.

“And Cop over there was growing grey hairs too,” Rhage added, Madline looked at Butch and smiled.

“Appreciate that you were worried about me, but I’m a big gal,” Madline got up and threw her arms around his neck.

“I know,” Butch held Madline close and kissed her again, she tasted like the fruity drinks they’ve been drinking, it was damn delicious.  Butch grabbed his female closer to his body, she smelled like summer. He began to deepen the kiss when she suddenly ripped away from him and turned around as a different band started their first song.

Beth looked startled just as him, “You just lost her! This girl’s dorm room was riddled with Linkin Park posters back in collage.”

During mid song, Dina had made it back and grabbed Madline forcing the female to move into the crowd, the two females were head banging with a group of teenage boys half their age and didn’t even stand out. Rhage and Qhuinn had returned where Butch hadn’t even notice them leave with two boxes filled with hot dogs, burgers, grilled turkey legs and few cups with beer.

As Linkin Park finished their set, Madline and Dina returned to them out of breathe and with a great big grin on their faces. “To think that I got so old, I was eighteen when their first album came out,” Madline murmured.

“Now your making me feel like a cradle robber,” Butch grumbled, Madline laughed.