You Want It

Bella’s P.O.V-

Edward was speeding.
No Edward was racing with the one or two cars that we’re driving the speed limit around us.
At the moment, he was obviously disregarding how it made me uncomfortable.
Even though we were completely safe.

He was in a hurry. Something was going down.
Was he going to tell me it was over?
Because this is what I was expecting.
This is what I was waiting to hear.

Could he smell everyone on me?
Carlisle? Emmett? Obviously Jasper…
I was horrible.
I knew it would come to this.
It wasn’t like I had fucked Jacob, or Mike…
I fucked his family members.
They fucked me…
I let them fuck me.

And the car stopped. We were here. At our meadow.
Well, not completely, not yet. We had to walk now.
Or he would, “Bella, get on my back now.”
I knew it. Quickly I complied, cringing at the pain in my thighs as I spread my legs.
Edward chuckled, catching me completely off guard.
He knew?

Without warning, we were moving.
I closed my eyes.
He smelled amazing. The butterflies immediately started swirling,
momentarily curing the ache in my gut.

When we stopped again, I refused to open my eyes just yet.
His icy lips were immediately on my neck.
I hadn’t noticed the fact that my back was against the ground.
He slowly pushed my legs apart and cuddled in between them.
He knew I was sore. I couldn’t help but blush.
I felt my face growing hotter and hotter.

“Bella. It’s me, relax.”
I was trying. But I still knew that he knew.
It was driving me crazy.
This isn’t what I was expecting at all.

“What do you want from me?”
Again he caught me off guard with his question.
I looked at him, the gold of his eyes was almost blinding.
“What do you mean?”
He kissed me lightly on the for head and then on the tip of my nose. “Bella.”
His hand cupped my breast, gently and then his lips landed on mine, slowly his tongue slipped inside.

Time seemed to stand still.
Until it was HIS hand grabbing in between MY legs.
I gasped into his mouth, unable to stop myself.
He repeated himself. “Bella, what do you want?”
He was asking me. I wasn’t being told this time.
Even though he knew, even though we both already knew.
“You, please…”

I’d beg. If it came down to it I would.
All of this, after everything, he was the only one I needed.
They all knew it, hopefully Edward did too.

I could feel his fingers playing with my waistband.
They were slowly slipping in and out, snapping the elastic against my skin.
I whimpered and pressed into him.
“How bad do you want me bella?”
I guess I deserved this…
The teasing.
His tongue darted into my ear and slowly made its way around the top,
and to the bottom where he proceeded to put it in his mouth and suck on it as gently as he could.
Finally his hand slipped inside my pants and he immediately grabbed the inside of my thigh.
His finger tips trailed light lines back and forth from the back of my knee to my ass.
My body would jolt up every time.
I couldn’t control the squeaks that kept building in the back of my throat.

Still he held me down.
Patiently waiting for me to answer him.
I wasn’t sure exactly what to say.
How to word it.

“Edward…please… I don’t want you, I need you…”
This set him off.
I had obviously said what he wanted to hear.
What he needed to hear.
Because all of the sudden his fingers were inside me, thrusting quick.
And it was perfect.

His tongue was down my throat and he tasted amazing.
His lips, his tongue, he hadn’t kissed me like this before.
I felt like I was suffocating in him and I loved it.

He was rushing now.
Unwilling to wait for me to cum, even though I was on the brink.
He removed his fingers and ripped off my pants.
I moaned into his mouth,
it was half a whimper.
Mind you, the butterflies were still swirling.
More like dancing.
I had wanted this for so long.

He stopped kissing me lifted himself up for a few seconds to remove his pants.
And then, he was ripping my shirt off.
He stopped to stare at the bruises, at the blood, for just a moment,
before he grabbed one of my nipples between his teeth and ran his tongue back and forth over it.
I arched up into him and moaned loud.
Before moving on to the next one he whispered loud enough just for me to hear,
“Mine.”

I watched him kiss down my abdomen, then stomach.
Right before his mouth landed on my clit,
he whispered again.
“Mine, mine, mine.”

He wasn’t rough.
He was infinitely gentle.

As his tongue dipped inside me I cried out his name.
This set him off again.
Suddenly his lips were on mine again.
He gripped onto my thighs and held them down.
I stiffled a groan.
“Let it out. Don’t hold anything in. I want to hear you.”
He pushed them down harder.
My muscles protested and I groaned out loud this time.
“That’s right my love.”
He rubbed the tip of his dick back and forth over my slit;
this caused the butterflies to pick up speed once again.
“Ahh Edward, fuck me now, fuck me.”

That’s all it took and he was inside of me.
It was almost too much.
Until he whispered in my ear,
“I love you Bella. I will always love you. YOU’LL ALWAYS BE MY BELLA.”

I closed my eyes.
It felt too good.
I just did not imagine how good.
After all of this, after every single one.

After telling me he loved me, he kept up with a trail of sensual words.
He kept repeating mine over and over again.
When my orgasm hit, he drug it out.
He made sure I was crying out his name again.

When I opened my eyes again, he grinned.
My heart skipped.
“I’m not done with you just yet Bella.”