JJ
Summary
After losing Edward, an unhappy Bella turns to a not so unknown stranger..JAMES!! The result? A baby James!! Death,
Disclaimer:
I do not own Twilight or make any money from this story.
Chapter 1 of 1
Posted: June 9, 2008
JJ
author's note- heey...i was bored so i just felt like writing a one shot..still not comfortable with writing really graphic sex so..yea..i hope you still read..enjoy..again..none of the book characters belong to me..just my baby oc
Bella POV
Throbbing..that's all i could think about..the incessant throbbing in my head. God what the hell happened last night? Thinking back i couldn't for the life of me figure out what went down. Groaning i moved to get out of..whoever's bed i was in...but stopped when i realized i wasn't alone and in fact whoever i was with's arm was drapped over my..NAKED???..stomach. HOLY SHIT!!!!I HOOKED UP WITH A STRANGER!!!....oh god, oh god, what's edward gonna..and just like that..all the memories came rushing back..and so did the pain. Edward was dead. And i was alone. Pushing that aside i realized that i needed to get out of this stranger's..motel room by the looks of it..and get back to my house. Gently as not to wake him, i removed mystery man's arm and got up. Ignoring the pouning in my head, i found me discarded clothes and dressed myself. After gathering all my belongings, i was almost to the door when i realized i didn't even know who the dude was. Curiosity killed the cat and i silently crept towards my naked but covered companion. What i saw shocked me to the bone. I SLEPT WITH JAMES!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?I stood there for a few minutes not really believing my eyes before reality slapped me in the face with the nice little fact that James would probably wake up soon, and i knew i didn't want to be there when he did. Making sure not to set off his supernatural senses, i quickly but QUIETLY left the cheap motel room. Thankfully my car was parked outside so i didn't have to hitch hike. It wasn't long before i was home and washing the feeling of James off of me. 'It was just a one night stand' i told myself, nothing was going to come out of it...nothing...boy was i wrong...
3 MONTHS LATER
Yea nothing came out of my one night stand. Just a major headache/hangover, a feeling of shame...OH and a baby, and morning sickness, and sore breasts. Yep..i was 3 months pregnant with the child of the man..wait..vampire..that tried to kill me 3 years ago. I had gone through all my stages of regret, denial, depression, and then finally...happiness. I was pregnant. There was a little life inside me, one that i created. Sure, i didn't create the baby under the best of circumstances and sure the baby's father wasn't the nicest man nor did he even know about my pregnancy (and it would remain that way.)But i was still pregnant, and i had a responsibility to this baby.
3 MONTHS LATER
Your growing, and so am i. The doctors say your a boy and that your very healthy (and everything seems normal). I talk to you, like i am now. I tell you about Edward. How he loved me and how i loved him and always would. I tell you i love you, and i do, more than anything. I've painted your nursery and i've decided to name you after your father (nickname-JJ for James junior), although i hope your not like him. I hope your kind, and generous, and caring to any woman you might love in the future. I hope you remian healthy and i hope your always happy and know you'll never be alone in this world. You're almost here, just a few more months and i can hold you in my arms. I love you, and i'll see you soon baby James.
3 MONTHS LATER
HOLY SHIT THIS HURTS!!!!!!!!! "CHRIST JESUS JUST GET HIM OUT!!!!!", I yell out at a poor nurse. Yea i know it's mean but come on...i think it's understandable that i'm in a great deal of pain here. The nurses and doctors are telling me to push and i am. I give one more big push and soon my cries are out sounded by those of my baby. MY BABY..baby James. He's here and "he's beautiful", i say as they wrap him in a blue blanket and hand him to me. I've never seen anything so precious. All those months of carrying him around and those 9 hours of labor all resulted in the most beautiful thing i had ever seen. Yup, it was all worth it and i'd sure as hell do it all over again. Looking down at him sucking on his adorable little thumb, i feel a part of the hole Edward's death made fill up. He looks just like his father: he has James' dirty blond hair, big beautiful blue eyes, and other facial features. I feel happy, truly happy, for the first time since i lost Edward.
"He's beautiful", says a silky voice intrrupting me and my baby's bonding.
I look up expecting a male nurse, but what i see leaves me breathless.
"James", i say in a barely audible whisper. Yea everything just got a whole lot more complicated
Bella POV
Throbbing..that's all i could think about..the incessant throbbing in my head. God what the hell happened last night? Thinking back i couldn't for the life of me figure out what went down. Groaning i moved to get out of..whoever's bed i was in...but stopped when i realized i wasn't alone and in fact whoever i was with's arm was drapped over my..NAKED???..stomach. HOLY SHIT!!!!I HOOKED UP WITH A STRANGER!!!....oh god, oh god, what's edward gonna..and just like that..all the memories came rushing back..and so did the pain. Edward was dead. And i was alone. Pushing that aside i realized that i needed to get out of this stranger's..motel room by the looks of it..and get back to my house. Gently as not to wake him, i removed mystery man's arm and got up. Ignoring the pouning in my head, i found me discarded clothes and dressed myself. After gathering all my belongings, i was almost to the door when i realized i didn't even know who the dude was. Curiosity killed the cat and i silently crept towards my naked but covered companion. What i saw shocked me to the bone. I SLEPT WITH JAMES!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?I stood there for a few minutes not really believing my eyes before reality slapped me in the face with the nice little fact that James would probably wake up soon, and i knew i didn't want to be there when he did. Making sure not to set off his supernatural senses, i quickly but QUIETLY left the cheap motel room. Thankfully my car was parked outside so i didn't have to hitch hike. It wasn't long before i was home and washing the feeling of James off of me. 'It was just a one night stand' i told myself, nothing was going to come out of it...nothing...boy was i wrong...
3 MONTHS LATER
Yea nothing came out of my one night stand. Just a major headache/hangover, a feeling of shame...OH and a baby, and morning sickness, and sore breasts. Yep..i was 3 months pregnant with the child of the man..wait..vampire..that tried to kill me 3 years ago. I had gone through all my stages of regret, denial, depression, and then finally...happiness. I was pregnant. There was a little life inside me, one that i created. Sure, i didn't create the baby under the best of circumstances and sure the baby's father wasn't the nicest man nor did he even know about my pregnancy (and it would remain that way.)But i was still pregnant, and i had a responsibility to this baby.
3 MONTHS LATER
Your growing, and so am i. The doctors say your a boy and that your very healthy (and everything seems normal). I talk to you, like i am now. I tell you about Edward. How he loved me and how i loved him and always would. I tell you i love you, and i do, more than anything. I've painted your nursery and i've decided to name you after your father (nickname-JJ for James junior), although i hope your not like him. I hope your kind, and generous, and caring to any woman you might love in the future. I hope you remian healthy and i hope your always happy and know you'll never be alone in this world. You're almost here, just a few more months and i can hold you in my arms. I love you, and i'll see you soon baby James.
3 MONTHS LATER
HOLY SHIT THIS HURTS!!!!!!!!! "CHRIST JESUS JUST GET HIM OUT!!!!!", I yell out at a poor nurse. Yea i know it's mean but come on...i think it's understandable that i'm in a great deal of pain here. The nurses and doctors are telling me to push and i am. I give one more big push and soon my cries are out sounded by those of my baby. MY BABY..baby James. He's here and "he's beautiful", i say as they wrap him in a blue blanket and hand him to me. I've never seen anything so precious. All those months of carrying him around and those 9 hours of labor all resulted in the most beautiful thing i had ever seen. Yup, it was all worth it and i'd sure as hell do it all over again. Looking down at him sucking on his adorable little thumb, i feel a part of the hole Edward's death made fill up. He looks just like his father: he has James' dirty blond hair, big beautiful blue eyes, and other facial features. I feel happy, truly happy, for the first time since i lost Edward.
"He's beautiful", says a silky voice intrrupting me and my baby's bonding.
I look up expecting a male nurse, but what i see leaves me breathless.
"James", i say in a barely audible whisper. Yea everything just got a whole lot more complicated