One big mistake

The bottle was full and he had such a innocent smile on his face as I just gazed up at him.
"Your kidding right! We are under age! If Charlie was to catch us, me, I would be in serious trouble!" I stammered.
Jake just chuckled, "If your scared, say your scared." "I understand, you know Charlie tells you what to do during the day and Edward tells you what to do at night. You wouldnt want to upset either one of your wardens, would you?" I snatched the bottle from his hands and he grinned. "Do you have cups or ice or anything? I have never drank before but isnt it better cold?" I asked him
"Its cold enough outside, this stuff will warm you up better thatn the fire will. You cant have alot, just a few sips to help you relax. I dont want Charlie after me either."
He smiled as he took the bottle from me and undid the cap. I grabbed it back from him and before he could say anything I took a big swallow, the liquid burned my throat and my nose I could feel it go all the way down to my stomache, he was right, it warmed me to the tips of my toes. "Bella!" He gasped. I made a face with my eyes shut then looked up at him. "Dont you start telling me what I can and cannot do too Jacob Black."
It was starting to get dark and I had no intentions of leaving anytime soon, let Edward worry about me. When I got home and he saw I was still in one piece, I would appoligize for screaming and he would appoligize for bieng wrong...yeah right, I thought, that will never happen.

We sat in silence for a few minutes then Jake started telling me about Paul, a member of the pack imprinting on his sister. It sounded like Jake was just as aggravated as I was with the world right now as I was. This is what I loved about Jake, we sat around the fire passing the bottle back and forth, and talked about the serious stuff and then could change into the most random conversations ever. We were both laughing so hard at the idea that Clifford the big red dog was a werewolf when I felt him sit closer next to me. I hadnt noticed that trees were moving a little to fast until he looked at me and said "you ok? You look alittle dizy." I took a deep breath and looked up, the stars spinned. "whoa, I guess I am. How long have we been out here?" I got up, stumbling slightly, almost tripped over absolutly nothing and giggled...not me. "Rum and the uncordinated should never mix" I said slurringly. I giggled again as Jake laughed and picked me up. He carried me over to a flatter part of the tree, it looked like he had carved out the truck to make a wider flat surface. He sat me down and I felt him sit next to me. My face fell. I started thinking about Edward again. Jake saw the changein my mood and quickly started tickling me. "AAAAAAH Stop Jake! Thats not fair I need a tool to tickle you back!" He smiled and I saw a change in his eyes. "You would tickle me back? I might pretend it tickled, just if you will touch me."
Awkward!
"Jake" I started, looking o the ground. Then he grabbed my chin and forced my face up to meet his gaze. "Do what you want." he said in a gruff voice all kidding gone from his mouth. "You can do whatever you want, whenever you want when you are with me."
I dont know what happened after that. I rushed my face forward. I felt his lips on mine. hot. soft. pressing harder back against my kiss. His tounge touched my bottom lip softly and he pulled his face back just a tiny amount. "Bells?" he wispered
"shush" I said, where did that come from? Was I the one touching him? Was I the one running my hands down his chest? Wait this cant be me, I love Edward. What am I doing? Why cant I stop looking at his body? My hands came to a stop on both sides of his thick neck and I lifted my chin back to meet his eyes. They were burning with passion, curiosity, ...love. I kissed him again and I felt him tighten his arms around me.
His kiss was urgent, pleading for this to not stop. I didnt want to stop either. I had never felt this kind of passion. "Is Billy home?" I asked gruffly when we broke apart. "No" Jake said "he is at the Clearwaters for the night, he wont be back till noon tomorrow...