Why me?

Chapter 3. K, recap err Bella had a wreck, killed her younger brother. Moved to forks. Meets Edward and James. They don't like each other. She likes them both.
Warning: Extremely smutty. So it you don't like that kind of thing. wait for the next chapter.
And to answer AceSpades they are all human. But Edward and Jasper have their powers.
Err I thought I put that at the beginning of the story.
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I had lived in Forks for two months. James and I were almost always together, but not in a romantic way. And at least 2 days a week Edward was at my house, hanging out, plus our time together in Biology. Neither of the two would speak of why that hated one another so much, and no one dared tell me. I wondered just how bad it could be. Most Friday's I spent with Eric, Jessica, Angela, and Mike. Now that I could remember their names that is.
Charlie seemed pretty content with my happiness, aside from my occasional nightmares that could wake the neighbors. 3 months since the wreck and I still had no recollection of anything. Sometimes it bothered me, and sometimes I was thankful.
I can vividly remember the day though, that it all changed for me. Again.
It was unseasonably warm for March so James invited me to go for a drive. I gladly accepted. Within 30 minutes he was at my door. His 1970's Black Barracuda sitting outside my house. It was the first time I'd ever seen one in person. We drove down passed the Cullen, James having to make a big scene about that as we drove by, and up to the forests edge.
Fumbling with the console he pulled out a baggy and some papers. I knew all to well what it was. It was the same thing that ended my brother's life. I felt my face break out into a sweat though it was only 70 degrees outside. I needed out of the car. He soon followed and we started our walk into the woods.
After falling over numerous tree limps, rocks and stumps we made it to a soft clearing. I smile, being on level ground again.
"so Bella, You smoke? I know I should know this by now. But" He chuckled pulling the bag from his pocket and the papers.
"Um no, not much." I felt awkward, and uncomfortable "Well not since I moved here."
She watched him roll the substance into a joint and then light it.
"Indulge me?" He asked passing me the joint and smiled. I felt a sickness come over me at I smelled the burning weed, but I ignored it.
'maybe it will make me feel better' I thought and sucked in a deep hit. Holding my breath as long as I could I felt a slight, but recognizable lightheadedness.
I don't know how long we sat there as my thoughts swam. But somewhere along the way I'd lay down on the grass, taking in it's softness. James laying next to me.
"You know, you're so beautiful Bella." He whispered in my ear rubbing my cheek lightly. I closed my eyes listening to his velvety voice and is satin touch. I felt his hand traveling down, farther, and farther till it rested on my thigh.
"Don't do that" I giggled swatting his hand away. In moments I felt his crushing lips on mine. I pushed his weight off me, and off my lips. "Don't James."
My voice more stern this time.
"Why not?" He asked stroking my cheek "Isn't this what you wanted? Isn't this why you came out here with me?"
"No.." I said trying to clear my head, but the pot had diluted my thoughts. And once you are high there is no going back till it's gone.
"So, you tease me for 2 months. You go out into the woods with me, alone. And then you get high. For what? The fun of it?" His voice change to a much deeper tone.
"James, I'm just not ready." I said still not opening my eyes, I didn't want to see his glare at me. Though I could feel it. "I'm sorry if I made you think I was"
With as much courage I could muster I opened my eyes and sat up.
"I need to leave." I said in a fog.
"No." He said simply but forcefully, pushing me back on the ground.
"James let me up and take me home!" I said louder, almost pleading. He was beginning to scare me.
"No." He said again pinning my shoulders to the ground. He pushed his lips to mine again, as one of his hands moved to my chest. Massaging my breast with a painful intensity. Pulling his lips away he looked at.
"Please, stop James. It hurts." I whimpered and pushed at his arms, but he didn't lighten up. If anything he pressed harder.
"Take it off" He said letting go of me. I assumed he meant my shirt, but I refused. I heard the hit before I felt the powerful pain in my stomach. I let out a loud involetary grunt. "Now. Take. It. Off"
I still refused I couldn't give in that easily and let him have me without a fight. I refused again and felt another pain in my stomach.

-- Flashback (A/N: While he's doing this to her the pain is bringing back the memories of her wreck)
"Bella, are you okay?" Jason asked giving me a weird look.
"Yeah, I'm fine" I smiled as best I could looking over at him and ruffling his hair.
"Watch out!!" His voice rung in my ears as I was blinded by two large headlights.
------ End Flashback

I hear a violent tear and felt a breeze of my bare stomach.
"James stop please!" I shouted pushing at his now bare chest. He hands groped and molested my body as I lie there, now sobbing. I felt his teeth bite down roughly on my left breast causing me to suck in as much air as possible. I let out a loud scream.

----Flashback
"Shit!" I screamed laying down on the horn and stomping the break peddle. I felt my foot break through the floorboard and heard Jason scream.
There was a sharp burning in my chest and a sickening crunch. Dust filled the air and all I could smell was blood.
---- End Flashback

I felt my pants being frantically pulled away as he took advantaged of my subdued state.
"Stop" I screamed, the light bulb over my head gave way and I brought my knee up landing right between his legs. In the moment of weakness I managed to get him off me and get to my feet. But where the hell was I going? I quickly found myself on my back again, but now my scalp ached.

----Flashback
"Jason?" I called weakly in the rubble as his screaming stopped. I heard a sickening dripping sound. But of what? My blood? His Blood? Car fluids? I didn't know. I heard someone over my head scrambling around.
"Miss? Miss are you okay?" I saw a light in my eyes but I couldn't tell who or where it was coming from. I let out a groan and opened my mouth only my lungs wouldn't work.
"J-j-j-j-j-" is all that came out at first "Jason"
My voice was urged
and pained when I spoke.
Drip.Drip.Drip.
I felt rubbed my head feeling sever pain and realized I was bleeding. I felt around more, though it pained my air.
There was something in my hair. I pulled it out and looked at it. It was bloody glass.
I felt myself scream again.
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I felt a cold breeze over my entire body. Not even my underwear was left. I was sobbing, but the mauling I had been receiving had stopped. I looked around to see James sitting a few feet away smoking another joint. My wrists ached and felt awkward.
"Comfortable, now that you're stopped bitching?" He asked dully.
I was laying on side my wrists and ankles bound with something. I assumed it was so I couldn't get away while he smoked.
"Take a hit" He said crawling over and putting the joint in my mouth. Whimpering I obeyed. I felt dizzy again, but the pain was going away.
"Please James. Don't do this.You don't really want to." I pleaded with him. He let out a loud sigh and closed his eyes.
"Bella, if I didn't want to do this would I still be sitting here?" He said bluntly "Besides it's not you'll be my first"
A sick grinned played on his lips and I thought of Edward's words.
'Why don't you prey on another helpless girl, James? You see good at that' The words rang clearly now.
"You... planned this?" I looked at him disgusted.
"You could say that." He said putting out the smoke and positioning himself over me again.
"You sick bastard." I glared. He cut the bonds on my ankles and raised my arms over my head, planting a firm kiss on my lips again. His hand traveling down to my dry slit.
He pushed his finger in as far as he could go and pulled back looking surprised.
"You're a virgin." He grinned with the utmost joy.
"And you're a son of a bitch" I said spitting in his face. He wiped it away calmly.
"You have no idea how much I'll love fucking a bitch like you." he said positioning his hard cock on my chest. "Now for your earlier stunt you're going to tell me you're sorry."
I shut my mouth tightly and turned my head. Refusing his orders again. He grabbed a handful of my hair, pulling on it tightly.
I refused to scream at first, knowing his plan but he pulled harder and harder till I couldn't stand it.
As soon as I opened my mouth to scream it was muffed be his penis sliding into my mouth and hitting my throat. I coughed and gagged and convulsed as he sat there holding it in place. As if to smother me.
"Swallow it." he said pulling on my hair to the point I thought it might pull out. I did as he said, finally giving in and break. I swallowed as best I could. I heard him moan with pleasure and gagged again. He pulled out and grinned.
"Now that wasn't so hard." His voice full of sarcasm. He placed himself between my open legs and looked up and me. He fingers going back to my slit and his mouth clamping around my clit and sucking.
I felt my body start to betray me, as my sex became wetter and wetter with his stimulation. He pulled his mouth away, now his finger working in and out shallowly.
"I knew a slut like you would love them" He glared, my cheeks burning red. "Now tell me what you want. Tell me what you are."
I said nothing and he pinched down on my clit. I writhe with pain.
"Tell me what a slut you are. Tell me how badly you want my cock, whore" He said again. I still refused and he pinched on my clit harder biting down on my nipple.
"Fuck!" I shouted and sobbed "I'm a slut! I'm your slut!"
I tried to please him, to end the pain.
"What do you want?" He pulled back not relieve the pressure on my clit, still work his fingers in and out of me.
"I want you cock. I want you to fuck me hard" I said in gasping sobs. He let go of my clit and pulled out his fingers.
"If that's what you want." And with one quick hard thrust he buried himself deep within me, mutilating my hymen in seconds.
"Oh god! Please! Please stop!" I screamed and cried, but he only continues to fuck me harder and harder. He pulled one of my legs up, holding his higher than the other. His cock slipping even deeper into my unprepared body. My sobs turning into grunt with each thrust. He strokes becoming my erratic and uneven. Then he just stopped, and there was a warm burning sensation inside me.
"Oh, please. Please don't cum in me." I begged again, but it was too late.
"Hope you don't get pregnant." He laughed and bound my ankles back, letting the blood and cum slowly seep out. He smoked another joint and put his cloths back on before throw me over his shoulder, only allowing me my panties. No bra, not pants, no shirt. Only rope and my black boyshorts.
"what are you doing with me?" I asked hesitantly.
"You're going to a friends house." He said smugly and dumped me in the passenger seat of his car. We drove 10 minutes back on the road before he pulled into Edward's driveway and through me out, revving the engine then honking twice. I wanted and tried to cover my exposed body, but have no use of my limbs made it very hard. Edward bound out of the house and James spun tires driving away.
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