One big mistake
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S through Z › Twilight Series › Het › Bella/Jacob
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
8
Views:
10,062
Reviews:
10
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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What was I thinking
Jacobs POV
Bella fell asleep almost instantly. I watched her as she drifted. I held her in my arms and gazed at the ivory of her skin against mine. This is what I wanted. Bella to myself. But it was not perfect. I remembered the way her eyes stayed closed while I touched her. The crease between her eyes. She never said my name while I made love to her. Her body was no dout responding to my touch, my kisses, but it still felt, to me, like she wasnt there.
We both had alot to drink I pondered, the empty bottle of rum was still out by my fire pit. I looked down at her still body admiring how slender she was, how perfect. I was going to let her sleep. I knew she would be feeling rough this morning after drinking so much. When she woke up we would talk about it. I wanted to make sure that she was going to be ok. There was still the matter of her leech boyfriend and I knew Bella would be worried at the thought of telling him what we had done. All my fantacies were coming true. Bella had chosen me. She was here with me in my room, in my bed. I wasnt going to worry about the little things that wernt perfect last night to me. We could do it again and I would make it perfect then. We had all the time in the world because she was mine now.
Then my world and all my dreams shattered.
She spoke.
"Edward, I love you"
I stopped breathing. I didnt know that Bella talked in her sleep. I was about to wake her up when she spoke again.
"No Jacob, wait. I love him." she almost was whispering
What was she saying? Was she reliving our night together? A night where she said no?
That cant be. I shook myself. She had told me not to stop. She wanted me.
"Edward" she muttered
"Edward it was a mistake. I didnt mean it. Please Edward. Please dont leave me."
I felt sick.
I had to get away from her. I pulled my arm out from under her and stood up.
I suddenly felt dirty. I grabbed her cloths put them on the foot of the bed and almost ran from the room. I went to the bathroom and ran a shower. I need to get clean.
What was I thinking.
Bella fell asleep almost instantly. I watched her as she drifted. I held her in my arms and gazed at the ivory of her skin against mine. This is what I wanted. Bella to myself. But it was not perfect. I remembered the way her eyes stayed closed while I touched her. The crease between her eyes. She never said my name while I made love to her. Her body was no dout responding to my touch, my kisses, but it still felt, to me, like she wasnt there.
We both had alot to drink I pondered, the empty bottle of rum was still out by my fire pit. I looked down at her still body admiring how slender she was, how perfect. I was going to let her sleep. I knew she would be feeling rough this morning after drinking so much. When she woke up we would talk about it. I wanted to make sure that she was going to be ok. There was still the matter of her leech boyfriend and I knew Bella would be worried at the thought of telling him what we had done. All my fantacies were coming true. Bella had chosen me. She was here with me in my room, in my bed. I wasnt going to worry about the little things that wernt perfect last night to me. We could do it again and I would make it perfect then. We had all the time in the world because she was mine now.
Then my world and all my dreams shattered.
She spoke.
"Edward, I love you"
I stopped breathing. I didnt know that Bella talked in her sleep. I was about to wake her up when she spoke again.
"No Jacob, wait. I love him." she almost was whispering
What was she saying? Was she reliving our night together? A night where she said no?
That cant be. I shook myself. She had told me not to stop. She wanted me.
"Edward" she muttered
"Edward it was a mistake. I didnt mean it. Please Edward. Please dont leave me."
I felt sick.
I had to get away from her. I pulled my arm out from under her and stood up.
I suddenly felt dirty. I grabbed her cloths put them on the foot of the bed and almost ran from the room. I went to the bathroom and ran a shower. I need to get clean.
What was I thinking.