Why me?

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"See you can enjoy this too" He said stroking my cheek. His bare chest pressed against my back as he leaned into my ear. Teasing it with his mouth.

"Please just get off me." I said coldly. He laughed and pressed harder again me. His now flacid cock resting
between my thighs as his juices seeped out of my abused holes.

"Don't you like to cuddle after sex?" James taunted.

"Not with you. You know the only reason I'm here and it doesn't involved cuddling"

"It does if I say so." He grinned rolling me over to face him. "If you want to save Edward stop seeing him. It's that simple" I guess the horror in my head was playing on my face because he started to laugh. It was a sick earth shaking laughed.

"So no matter what I do to make you happy, unless I leave Edward you're never going to leave him alone?" I asked making sure I got it right.

"Yeah, pretty much. Come and be with me. Never speak to him again and I'll leave him and the other Cullen's alone"
At first I felt selfish. No, I'd never give him up. But my resolve quickly melted as I remember him laying in bed pratically in a full body cast. James would never stop. He'd torture us both forever. But why let him torture us both when instead he could have me and be content. Yes, I'd be hurting Edward more than words could say. But one day he'd be happy. Without me. I nodded slowly but diliberatly. Jame gave me a sick grin and rolled me over onto my back. His dick hard again.

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3 weeks had passed. I hadn't spoken to Edward again. Alice tried to talk to me in the halls, but James would shoo her away. Emmett had even tried to threatening approach. But I refused to give in to them. Not seeing him at school made things easier. Alot easier. It was his first day back. I sat my back against James's chest eating my salad without a word.

"Cullen's back" I heard him laugh and exchange snide remarks with friends. And there he stood. My bronze haired angel. Edward's left leg and right arm were still in casts but the rest of him seemed fine. He gave me a look of pure hatred, but turning back to his family. Of all the times I wanted him to read my mind he couldn't. I wanted him to know that this was for his benefit, but he would not read mind of James's thoughts.
Biology was unbearably hard to sit there. His green eyes burning a whole in me.

'This is for the best' I wrote on a sheet of paper and slid it towards him, as I looked around. None of James's friends had this class, so there was no one to tell on us for talking.

'Was pretending to care about me best too?" He replied in his beautiful scrpt. My heart ached at his words.

'I didn't know it would get you hurt.' I said trying to make it sound like I didn't love him. He never wrote back.
Class ended and James was at the door. I grabbed my books and headed to him. As Edward stepped passed us I felt James push his hand out to push him down. I grabbed it not thinking.

"Please." I said begging him. I felt Edward's eyes on me. James in turn grabbed my wrist with a crushing force. I cringed, but knew not to fight him.

"Just wait till I get you home." He said gritting his teeth and looking back up at Edward, who was still standing there watching our display. I don't know if he realize what was going on or not. But I could tell he was reading James's mind. That serious stare he got on his face.
James jerked me by the arm back down the hallway and to his car. Since I'd told dad I was staying with James he'd gotten mad. Refused to let me at first. We fought for days. Then tried to send me back to mom's. She refused, and said they couldn't handle having me there. Then he gave me the option to get out of break up. So I moved in with James.
I hated it. He had 24/7 access to me for whatever he wanted. I could do nothing but take what he threw.
Once inside his car and away from view I felt it. A strong slap to my face. My heart rate sped up and I knew if I didn't start talking fast it would get worse and worse.

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to. I swear!" The blows rained down on me again and again. The only thing I could do was use my hands to block my face. It went on for 20 minutes like this, before he stopped and looked at me.

"Fuckin whore. Be fucking happy you have me!" He said cranking the engine to the car "Without me you'd be homeless, alone, and miserable"

'if it weren't for you I wouldn't be homeless, alone, or miserable.' I thought to myself, but again I dared not to open my mouth.

"Yes, I know. I'm very sorry" I said submissively.

"Now, to make up for it I'm having a party tonight." He said casually. "Some of our buddies are coming over for some fun"

"What do you mean?" And from that instant on I wish I'd never asked the question.

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I lay naked on the floor on my back in the living room of our apartment. 5 guys staying around me, all without clothes. James was between my legs, as usually finger fucking me. His long fingers slipping in and out. In and out. In the passed 3 weeks I'd grown to find pleasure in what James did to me. I didn't like it, but I was often carried away from my mind in my ecstasy.
My back ached and my toes curled in as I felt my 2nd massive orgasm of the night set in.

"See boys. A grade A whore. She'll take whatever you give her" He laughed. Taking some of my juices from my hole he rubbed it over the head of his dick and flipped me over. I was lost in my pleasure and didn't care what he was doing. Then I felt his head at my ass. I turned to look at him. He'd not entered me like that since I'd given into him. He'd promised not to if I met all his demands.

"You're been a bad girl, Bella." He said thrusting forward. I screamed out in pain. "You agreed no talking to Cullen"
He started to pound into me relentlessly.

"I haven't!" I screamed, tears pooling in my eyes. For the first time in forever I started to fight him off me. Then one of his friends emerged with a note. My note between Edward. I started to cry and beg in for forgivness. I didn't know what he'd do to me now. I'd broken our deal. A few seconds later I felt him light me a fire from the inside one again. He pulled out and collapsed on the floor.

"Don't fucking lie to me, whore" He kicked my ribs powerfully before stepping away. "You all can have you. I have no need for lieing whores"

He stepped out of the way and to a chair we had. I started to beg him not to let them do this to me as they positioned themselves around me. The first lay down on his back while the others placed me on top of him. I cried defeatedly as I felt him slip inside. Another entered me from behind causing me to scream out again. Giving another to opportunity to take me mouth. They all stopped and stood there for a moment while to last two took my hands. Then they began to fuck me in every direction possible. Out of all the guys James has let have me he'd never let more than one take me at a time and I didn't want him to let them now. It hurt everywhere. Then it changed. I started to feel my orgasm burning.
My mouth instinctively started to suck the cock in my mouth as best I could, while my cunt muscles milked the dick buried inside it. The one fucking my ass started to play with my nipples while then one in my cunt started to play with my clit.
Amiss our fuck James step forward and presented his hard on to my mouth. I stopped giving the other his for James but he stopped us all.

"No. You'll take them both." He said and then the others continued as I looked confused at the two before me. I still don't know how I did it but I did manage to get both cocks in my mouth and give them damn good head.
The one in my ass came first. Shoot his seed into my bowels. Then the one in my mouth. Then I felt the one in my cunt cum and I was gone. The single most powerful orgasm of my life hit me, till I was nearly unconsious. James pulled out of my mouth and shot his all over my face. And then the two in my hands cam all over my breasts.
I passed out. When I came to they were over top of me, jerking off. And from the looks it was at least their 2nd time tonight.

"Stop" James said and they all stopped without question. "Eat it" He said looking at me comandingly. I looked confused and then realize he wanted to me to lick the cum off myself. At first I hestitated and he came over jerking me up by my hair. I screamed

"Show's over boys" He said and they started to get dressed. He pulled me down the hall and to our bedroom.

"Oh so you don't mind fucking me in private now!" I shouted as I landed on the bed. He slapped me hard across the face. But what was a slap these days?

"You will do what I fucking say, when I fucking say you god damn slut!" He thundered back at me.

"I'd done everything you said! I'd kept every promise you've asked! You were still going to hurt him!" I screamed now standing on my knees on the bed.

"I will do what I damn well please!"

"I will NOT hold up my end of this deal if you don't uphold your's!" He lunged himself at me before I could finish my sentence. I felt my head hit the headboard as we landed.

"You are mine! Don't you ever forget that! If you think for one second you'll go back to him I'll kill you both!" He screamed at my face. My head felt lightheaded as I lay there and my head throbbed. I could think of words to say that would make since. Reaching my hand to my head I felt warmth. I was bleeding.

"I'm bleeding..." I said obviously, my voice very calm now. He just laughed and stood up. I heard him walk down the hall and tell the guy that I was tired and couldn't come out to play anymore. They all laugh triumphantly, like they'd worn me out. No, instead I was bleeding to death on my own bed.
I felt everything getting very very dark and everything was slipping away. Before I knew it the world was black

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